This is a true story and kind of a narrative. Am writing this down for 2 purposes one to take out the guilt that I have and the other to let it out to the world on an experience. This happened a few weeks ago and while this happens I am about 43 and my husband 44. We had an arranged love marriage and had always maintained intimacy in our relationship, let alone a few instances which are not worthy of being mentioned here. We both are almost the same height. However, for a lady, I have a slightly bigger build. Unlike the other STORIES, mine is a true incident so let me tell you my built sincerely. I haven’t measured my size but to make it easy for people to imagine how we look; I can share the cloth sizes that we both wear. My husband’s shirt size is 40/s and his trousers are 30/s. I wear a UK size 16 top and 14 pairs of trousers.
Not sure if anyone would be interested in his innerwear sizes, or rather you can guess this by now. Mine are 36E or 36F but prefer to wear 36DDD since they hold me together well, panty is size L. Yes, I have a lot of meat up there and am a bit shy at the bottom. I have a large tummy after my second girl, altogether almost 13 stones heavy and 5ft 4” tall. I would consider my skin tone very fair for an Indian lady. Long hair, chestnut shade, and dark brown eyes. Dresses up well and my husband likes to get me dressed up. It could have been around 17 or 18 years now since we started trying out Western outfits for me including thongs and other lace lingerie.
My husband likes the kind of attention that I draw while am out in those. He enjoys other men feasting at me. He is really possessive to let anyone close to me though. We have a fairly engaging married life and I was always shy when it comes to expressing myself in bed during the early days of our marriage. Don’t really remember when was it that we both opened up and started discussing things. I still have my reservations and carries a lot of moral values. I have noticed that, when excited, my husband has crossed the moral boundaries in his fantasies at times. There are many times that he has discussed cuckold situations and I am sure he wouldn’t let any man lay his hands on me in real life though.
During our early days, he used to get into random chat rooms and impersonate us as swingers and would pose as me. More often than not, most of the men would fall for him and he would tell me the whole story later. I must admit that there are times when even I have got excited at the way things went in the chat rooms and we would end up having wild sex. At times he has invited me to be along with him in the chat rooms and I had always refused to be, though I had sat along with him a few times to see how it goes. I always felt it was too disgusting than arousing the way the entire chat goes. Men would imagine the girl at the other end to be some sort of a whore.
Most of them would start asking for vital statistics which is the first turn down and I usually get bored and leave. A few had taken it step by step and I had enjoyed those which my husband would show me the transcripts later. He had expressed his desire to get on cam with our faces covered which I have refused thus far. We have watched porn together, and read porn stories together most of them toons. I hate reading long stories. There are stories that I enjoyed, most of the stories out there are about cheating wives and cheating husbands and a few incest. I have it in mind that there is a bigger purpose for life than sex.
Our private life has always remained private within ourselves and we both are very shy when it comes to discussing private life with others. In each other’s presence, we discuss it and share our fantasies, though I do not have any kinky or slutty fantasies, my husband does have such fantasies. He is an average-built and had asked me forever if I would like to have a monster cock and about my preference for a man’s manhood. To be true it is not the same choice always. Most of the time size doesn’t really matter but there are times that I enjoy having girth, but to be honest it doesn’t really matter. We had discussed our choice of partners.
My husband likes women in his early 40’s he has often used the term MILF and loves fleshy women, not the skinny size 0 ones. For me, I think I love to be with younger men but my husband keeps telling me that mature men are better lovers and are safer to engage. They would be calm and would be gentle and most of them would stick on for longer. I do not have a color or race choice when it comes to men. But I always thought younger men would be more energetic, and inquisitive, and might want to explore. A few months ago, my husband had to move out of the country due to a transfer at work.
We as a family couldn’t relocate with him due to our children’s schooling. Both of us are missing the warmth. Thanks to all the online collaboration, we are able to maintain our relationship well. Just that we aren’t able to see or touch each other in person, which we both miss extremely. We make it a point to FaceTime whenever possible. To add to our woes, the current COVID-19 situation keeps us from traveling. We were having a very healthy sex life all the while at least 10-12 love-making sessions every week. Which is now almost none. We do have our share of naughty chats at times.
My husband brings up naughty topics now and then and I would usually oblige but wouldn’t entertain him a lot if he gets too far. Can’t really call it a sex-starved life but we both are missing it. Like I said earlier, after all, life is not just about having sex. During those naughty chats of ours, my husband would still bring up topics of letting me enjoy with a third person safely and insisting that this is the right time as he is away and I can freely engage. I am not really keen on it and would try and change the topic of discussion whenever we end up on the same subject. Well, opportunities are plenty. I have a lot of men hit on me very often at different places.
Over the years I have mastered the art of keeping them at bay. I have always disclosed this to my husband, literally to everyone that has approached me. So we both have trust in each other. Now that my husband is away, I have the responsibility of taking our children for all their out-of-curriculum activities. They have a few of those which are during the weekends. So technically all my weekends are even more packed than weekdays. We need to drive around a bit to get the children to their activities. When my husband was around we would drop the children off and would do our weekend grocery shopping or any other tasks and come and fetch them by the time their activities are over.